unpredictable journal

29 October 2007

Damn I lost my ez-link card that still 've with 20++ value in it. Sobbs. Why m I so suay lately?

I decided to get a bag asap. ='(

N I hate her (ASS) to core!

I hope I'll luv myself more

21:15

28 October 2007

Sighs, Thursday and Friday Shu Yi went to CT to relief. Life @ work was like damn bored without her. But if she's @ branch I'll 've to be SA. If she go over to CT, then I can be @ the counter. Of course I wish to be @ the counter, cuz time flies faster. But I damn hate to work with that aunty. She thinks I'm her dog, please I'm not. Don't always think that people keep quiet means good to be bullied. I swear one day you sure kena say by me till you LL.

Tomorrow bro-in-law going for operation. Sighs... so worried sick. Guess these few days gonna be tough for jie jie. Gotta wake up early to bring lil' niece to school and walk to mummy house there to take bus cuz the bus stop outside the childcare very difficult to get the bus captian to open the door. Then knock off also have to rush to childcare to fetch lil' niece back. Reach home still 've to think what to buy for lil' niece to eat, 've to hoax her to finish her dinner, 've to bath her and 've to hoax her to turn in early. Is really very tough for my jie jie cuz she's not patient at all. And all along all these are done by my bro-in-law. Hais... hope I would be able to help my jie jie a lil'.

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:38

25 October 2007

Think today my counter is meant for coin deposit eh? I don't mind if its tally with the amount wrote on the deposit slip, just that is a lil' too time consuming. Hees. After lunch boss actually came and as usual surprise detail check for all of us. And he was asking why m I so slow. So p.s but cuz I really have lots of cash to return norhx. Hmm, poor Shu Yi wonder how she spent e entire day over there.

When I was on my way home, sms jie jie told her that I'm not going over (to mummy place) to have my dinner cuz I'm real exhausted. But who knows, she already reached home. Mummy called my hp but I didn't pick up. So she rang up jie jie and jie jie told her that I'm not eating cuz I'm tired. Haha, guess what? Mummy brought my dinner all the way here! She told the old man that she's going over to jie jie place to deliver my dinner. Wondering how the old man thinks about me. Anyway, I felt so pampered once again and I had a fabulous dinner tonight. Loves.

Something upset jie jie and of cuz we too. Bro-in-law fell off from bike and was hospitalized. So disappointed with NUH. There's no operation room for him and so they're transferring him to Alexandra for the operation. None of us pay him a visit, guess he must be very sad. Blame on jie jie. Think once he discharge I'll pass him the rental for this month, cuz his bike needs to send for repair and might cost him a few hundreds. =(

Tomorrow boss giving us a treat at vivocity, so far. =( Hmm, after that BB ppl plan to go for drinks but guess I've no chance to go as I already promised PP to go back home straight after dinner.

Anyway, I miss out something memorable. Thats is, YYC taught me how to do corporate scanning, tt n meps. I really appreciated it. =) Thx

My teller friends, can you girls imagine that, that lady is asking me to count bulk cash at 3pm? So what there's no Q? Today counted till half way, the Q suddenly so long and customers keep looking at my counter. So p.s norhx. Sighs...

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:16

24 October 2007

Haven't been blogging for the past few days. Anyway, nothing much either. Hmm, very soon it will come to end of this month. Which means I've to take my empowerment test soon. But I haven't really go and study all my products. Hell. I'm so afraid that I might flunk the test. And don't know when will I be schedule to sit for the re-test. *Touch wood eh?

Anyway was so surprised to receive Kelly sms this evening. Really appreciate it lots. Hees. Thanks.

That Shu Yi sotong volunteered herself to go over CT branch tomorrow when she really don't wish to go. Sighs.

I hope I'll luv myself more

20:19

21 October 2007

Sighs, took cabby to work again. Waste money norhx. Don't know what happened to me, didn't really have the heart to work. Didn't manage to tag any for Elaine. Stress. Reached home took nap till evening time then wake up for shower. Wanna go GP buy dinner but lil' niece say wanna go kofu to eat, so we brought her out together. Guess tomorrow gonna be SA again. Sians, so shitty. I wanna be at the counter. ='(

I was just stating the facts and mummy went to say the old man. He called and said that he was hospitalized yet nobody pays him a visit. So? Not the first time already. And you know yourself well that your health isn't good. Yet you still insist in eating those things that you shouldn't. Know yourself having cough yet still wanna smoke and drink soft drinks. Mummy asked you not to drink, you drink even more. Even said "Wait die already don't 've the chance to drink". Then what else you wanna ask to say when you created all these yourself? Pleaes don't call and nag at me! Why I can't tell mummy e facts that you always make me Q up for the AXS machines. Why can't you give me all the bills to pay at one go? Instead of paying one for today, the other one tomorrow, and another one the day after tml. You know how tiring I'm after work? And you always think that I could be able to reach home by 6pm. Is a big NO NO. Impossible! N never! So what I tell you that I'm tired. What you gonna say? Nvm? You won't. You sure say must pay by today, TODAY! If not you sure say, everytime ask me do lil' favour for you also cannot. Whatever you love saying me, I'm like this. Take it for who I'm. So what you brought me up till now since that day I born out? I don't fancy coming to this world having to face the stressness of this world.

I hope I'll luv myself more

23:48

20 October 2007

This morning bro-in-law told me that my mummy bought the breads last night. So I ate one before going for work. Reached house void deck then realised that it's raining. Just nice bus 99 came, so I board. Didn't know that take bus 99 and transfer 240 would be much more faster than taking bus to interchange and transfer to bus 30 to workplace. Working there for near 6months, people there are real sarcastic. Anyway, I think I can stop thinking of doing tellering. Because we are all expecting another new colleague. Hope when she comes, Shu Yi will still be around.

After work, took bus to GP to get my lunch. Damn dislike the aunty selling bubble tea. Talk to her like talking to the wall. No respone, so pissed off! Walked to the food court to buy Hokkien Mee, then walked to the fruits stall to buy honeydew slices but the girl gave me 2 cups of honeydew juice. -.-"

Reached home, jie jie said that mummy already reached home due to back pain. It has been so long, and we brought her see so many doctors, but none can make her feel at least a lil' better. Initially she thought of going to Jurong West to see the chinese physician but in the end she decided to go back home to do laundry instead. N the old man was hospitalized again. Sighs.

I think I'm damn CB. But then, elder brother also the same. That night, I went over and left 100bucks inside mummy wardrobe. I asked him to let mummy know because old man was sitting beside mummy. Then he asked me to give him the 100bucks first. Because he wanna give mummy but no money. So I passed him another 100bucks. Ask him to give mummy. After I left, he called and said that he have no money to eat, ask me lend him first Fri then return back to me. I think jie jie overheard it, so after I hung up the phone, she called him and scolded him. Mummy was telling us that he actually blame her for causing the quarrel. Please, not her fault... is mine. But come on, you're the one who said in the first place that you wanna the 100bucks to give mummy. Then after awhile, you said that you've got no money to eat. Why must you lied to me? If you would be frank with me, you could have the 100bucks first and I won't be mad with you. Hmm... because of this. Now I wanna go over also not dare. Cuz I not dare to face him. He sure will be mad with me. ='(

Just woke up and so lazy to buy my own dinner. Hmm... not hungry just mouth itchy wanna chew*2 some snacks. Hees.

Tomorrow having roadshow so sians. Elaine asked me to give her more referrals. I'll try, but there really no people. And no use that I can give you more referrals yet you can't close any right? On top of that, you've to grab your own sales too! How I wish Chason is still my pfc. He's the most hardworking pfc that I've ever met. Hope to see him tomorrow, I needs some motivation from him.

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:32

19 October 2007

Today tried out the new uniform around 11am+ hmm, pretty fit me just that e measurement for my chest is slightly big. But I didn't request em to alter for me cuz is comfortable in that way. But I scare can see through inside. Anyway, we would be having a blazer outside. So I'm not that worry.

Don't know why, I took so long to do my balancing today. Hell, maybe because YYC actually helped me to count my cash when I went to try my uniform. A bit of confusion.

Hmm... end day CSM asked if I'm ready to take the empowerment test. He said, once I pass that test. My limit will be 5k. Of course I wanna take the test. I've been waiting for soooo long. But*3 I always not ready yet. =( 11 more days. He would be off next week, once he come back and he will give me to sit for the empowerment test end of this month. Stressed.

I haven't give my rental to my bro-in-law yet. Hmm, hesitating to give or not to give. Because I've decided to get N95 next payout. Meaning I won't be having any balance to give rental. I scare wait he say give one month, one month stop. How? So contradicted. Advice please.

Lil' niece was being caned by her mummy. I didn't go hug her, who asked her to throw tantrum when her mummy asked her to study. She very jialat 4years old already, write numbers can write upside down. =(

And some updates about my chalet. I think I might not want to ask friends to come. Because, I wanna buy phone. I won't have the money to prepare food for my guests. Hmm... not yet finalized.

Reason for getting N95 is because of the 5 megapixs. And I would be getting my bonus+bonus allowance next year april. By then if there's any new phone out in the market that caught my attention, I shall trade in N95 eh.

Oh ya, tomorrow gotta work as SA. Hope time flies. Hm, Sunday event at JW. Sians, if not because of the phone that I've been eyeing for, I couldn't have agreed to go for this Sunday day roadshow, cuz I'm exhausted. Tomorrow gotta reach work place earlier to clear my things. Hopefully end work early cuz still 've lots of clothes to wash. Hell, and I need my sleep.

I hope I'll luv myself more

21:48

18 October 2007

I miss out something yesterday. I think I'm stupid. I kept doing things wrongly. Robin asked me to open 3 FCY (Foreign Currency) accounts for AUD, EURO & NZD. So I really went to open 3 FCY accounts. When I asked Cat to override for reprint of signature card (the printer @ my station spoilt) then I realised that I should open one account and TAG to the other 2 currencies. Hell, I was so worried sick and panicked that CSM would nag at me. But he didn't. He didn't even say me. Thats because Robin helped me and I hate it, that's because... for sure he was telling lies. He must 've said that he didn't tell me probably thats why I did it wrongly. So CSM didn't nag at me, but I believe... CSM also not that gullible and he knows that Robin always protect me.

I was asked to cover lunch this afternoon. I so stupid, I saw the customer trf copy on my table yet I still threw inside the pigeon hole. Until CSM came out to ask if I've given customer the copy. Yes, I was being nag by him. Next the second mistake of the day was... FD placement. 2.335% is only eligible for fresh fund. Hell, I thought I was good... cuz I did rmb all the things such as, T&C (2 copies), Photocopy of cheque & FD Dep advices with account no and ejr written behind of the cheque, Deposit slip. Then when I passed to CSM, I realise that the customer is not entitled for that. In the end...

I feel so useless, having for working there near half year yet I could still made this kind of mistakes. Especially I handle so many customer enquiries about the promotion rate. ='( But when I helped the customer to place the FD, I always forget. And I don't blame myself entirely, but the officer that overrides for me didn't double check my data input. Shit.

I manage to get the company chalet. Hell, guess pay gonna gone again. =( Thought I was not shortlisted for that, then at least I work hard for this month by going for events and try to get more referrals. So that the next payout I could have sufficient money to buy N95 w/o contract. Now, I've to think twice before I buy.

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:29

17 October 2007

Alright yesterday was company D&D. So my initial plan was to reach my work place before the morning briefing starts just to get the D&D invitation card. But I dilly dally, decide to go in the afternoon when Shu Yi would be leaving around 1pm. When I was waiting for bus 30, Shu Yi called and asked me how we gonna meet later in the evening. Then I discovered that she was on her way home. =( So I've no choice but to ask Elaine to take the invitation card for me. She's smart, she manage to find my locker when I myself don't even know my own locker no. Haa. Thanks.

Went back to JP to my favourite shop (Red 2) to look for top to match jie jie skirt. Manage to get 2 black tops, one black office dress. Reached home, took a shower and head down to Kimage for hairdo. Not too sure whats wrong with Terrace. He was so quiet, unlike of the usu him. He wanna wash my hair for me but I don't want. I requested the malay girl to wash for me, but he called the wrong person. Nvm. =) But this new girl, I think she needs to improve in blowing hair. After she finish blowing, he came over to do styling for me. I thought was the usual styling he always did it for me. Who knows he went to perm my hair. And I looks so awkward infront of the mirror. I keep laughing and tell him that I looks funny. He asked me to have confident in him. So I continue to read my magazine. When he's done, I really can't imagine that I'm going to attend the dinner with this hairdo. I told him, I not dare to step out of the salon le. He left with no choice but to straighten back my hair back. Feel so p.s. Told him that I'll let him perm my hair when my hair grew longer. He said, don't want perm for you already. Angry le. Haha... He questioned himself why he so obedient to listen to me. Whatever hairstyle he suggested I also comments a lot. And he very weird know that I didn't purchase member card before. Everytime I go, everytime ask me for member card. I told him I don't have and he still give me 20% discount. Feel really p.s cuz he didn't charge me for the temp perm that he done for me yet still give me discount. I did say sorry to him, he just smiled.

Dinner at Raffles City Conventional Centre was great! Seriously. Took picture with Shu Yi and later the whole branch of us went out for the picture taking. When we were all back to our table, we saw the big fish left with bones. Hell, another table exchanged their fish bones with our big fish. Hell, I can't imagine that I've this kind of colleagues. In the end Robin did some talking to the manager over there and he agreed to serve us another fish.

Feel so good sitting in between of Shu Yi and Robin. Hees, they keep taking food for me worx. Feel so pampered. And whats important, all the ladies are so pretty! They were so well dressed, Shu Yi wore a dress, bare back. Wow, don't say guy... I also nose bleed. Not only her, in fact all the ladies except me. Cuz I thought the theme was princess warriors? But none dressed like princess, forget... ladies are all like this. And guys wise, I only love my boss dressing. A black top with jean. He just look so smart.. perhaps... he's good looking in nature. So no matter how he dress, he still look so good, so smart. Felt so envious norhx, cuz he's only 27 this year and is already a boss. Hell... but one bad point is that he smoke. Hmm... perhaps... work stress eh? Haa...

Did I miss out anything? Guess no bahs. Hmm, just that the dishes served a lil' way too slow. The 3rd dishes was being served at around 10pm. And when we left about 11pm, still left with 2 dishes not served yet. Such a pity.

Seriously, I miss my girls... JJ, YY and Doreen. If they didn't resign, we could take photo together. Sighs.

Anyway, I love mummy cuz she brought my favourite blanket over for me. Hees. But she's not feeling any better. Was it because of the thing that grew inside her body? Damn, the doctor couldn't tell me what's that thing doing inside her body. It has a measurement of 7cm*4cm. Is pretty huge. And that mummy refuse to go for any further check up. For sure, she'll not go for any operation. I just hope that she's sick cuz of the weather changed.

I hope I'll luv myself more

21:18

16 October 2007

I understand friends are busy with their own things. And I'm really contended to have friends who at least bother to ask if I'm okay. Sometimes, I really don't expect some friend to give great advice like close friend Qin & Kelly. They're really great friends to me. Haa, sometimes... they were so busy with their practise, and work that I felt neglected by them. When I'm closer to another group of friends (Baby, Min , Winnie) I felt that things wasn't working right. I should have stronger f'ship bond with my 9years friends. So weird... they're entire two different types of friends that I mixed with. But one thing in common is all of us love hanging out late. Hees. Not really different, just that one group of friends drink while another group of friends strictly no.

Qin, Kelly & Haki Suki San thanks u girls lot! Really appreciated all the advice and sorry to let u girls worried for me. Hees.

Friend plays an important role in my life. =)

I hope I'll luv myself more

01:21

15 October 2007

Jie jie told me initially she wanna bring lil' niece go zoo, but she see the weather going to rain soon. So asked bro-in-law to bring lil' niece go childcare. She told me that, she wanna wait for mummy come back go childcare fetch lil' niece go zoo together. But why all these she didn't tell me in the first place? Why when things happened, she tried to explain herself. Isn't it a lil' too late?

Went to mummy work place to eat. After which shop around central and waited for her to knock off. We took bus home while jie jie went to fetch lil' niece back. Hmm... after mummy came over we went to redhill to see chinese physician. Hope she feels better. Took train back to JP and jie jie was telling me that the guy stood down there looks so handsome. I turned back and realised that she was mentioning Kenny. Haa. That gothic. Didn't call him, cuz he had headphone on his head. Headed back to JP to get lil' niece Uno stacko, and went around to shop for my shoes didn't buy. Went to check out N95 no contract price, 938bucks. Actually quite reasonable. Hm, perhaps... next month I get it for myself as a birthday present eh? Hees.

Thought I could meet girl up for dinner. But waited till 8pm+ then received her reply. =(

Today get pay, left less than half. Cuz I went to pay bills. =)

Tomorrow D&D, so vexed. Cuz I didn't shop for dress. Hope collegues all not too pretty groomed up. And hell, I left my invitation card at my locker. Think tomorrow morning have to make a trip down to workplace. Sobbs.

-Hot tempered

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:25

Why jiejie always break promise? Didn't we agreed to bring lil' niece to zoo this morning? Why asked bro-in-law to bring her to school? My heart pains me to see lil' niece crying. I mean her parents always stay at home during the weekends. The only time they bring her out is for lunch or dinner. Why other children get to go so many places and she've to stay at home? As a aunt, is my off day I wanna bring her out also cannot? I know she've been sick for one week, miss lots of school work but I know thats not what you all care about. Jie jie wanna bro-in-law to send her to school so that she can go shopping w/o having to worry that she might get lost in the shopping mall. You're having off day but why can't you bring lil' niece to school instead of bro-in-law when he have to go work? Can't you see that he's carrying his bag, his jacket, Pearlyn's bag, and still have to carry her to school. Is really very tough but all you care is to sleep wake up later and go shopping. You're too selfish!

Perhaps, things won't be so nasty if I didn't lil' niece back to my room. (My opinion is, since I promised her, then I bring her go zoo. Jie jie wanna go where is up to her.) Because I brought her back to my room, the parents quarrelled. Jie jie came knocking on my room and he came kicking my room door. I opened the door and scream on top of my lungs @ him. He scolded my sis and why pushed her? I hate guys always quarrel jiu push girls de. I damn hate it. I can still remember how old man did that to mom, they always fough till police came up to our house. I so scare of violence. Why can't both of them cool themselves down? Why? Why can't they sort things out? I hate myself for being too implusively to pushed my bro-in-law. I lost my control, I shouldn't have pushed him. He's my bro-in-law. Where's my respect? No wonder he get so mad and strangle me on my neck. Really thanks for that, otherwise... I wouldn't have come to my sense.

I wanna move out, I don't wanna stay with anyone I know. But where to? Renting a room always needs to put the initial amount + 1st month rental. It's going to cost me lots. Actually mummy did ask me to move back, cuz she stop renting out the room to him. Mummy keep asking me back saying that I can have my own room. But thats not what I care. All I care is I wanna old man to rent it out, so that he can have addition income to help him with the utilities bills. Since both brothers can't afford to give him much. M I really earning a lot in their eyes. Though on average after cpf deduction I still have at least 1.3k but look:

Income 1300

Allowance for parents (400)

Transport (60)

Bills (100)

Food (310) [Count on 10bucks/day]

Yes by right I should have saving but I really do not know where I spent the remaining balance on. And blame on me to lost my phone and not being frank to parents. I told them I send it for repair, so mom expected me to have my phone now. How?

Off day... I don't wanna off day any more. Off day only makes me think and worry for so many things.

Really very tired @ work, wanna a break at home. But it seems like home makes me feel even more tired. I dislike nightlife, I don't like to smoke, I don't like to drink but why m I always so useless? Why I always smoke, always drink when I'm down?

Where r my friends? They're all working.

Why can't my life be a lil' happier?

Actually I really feel like going back home, but I don't know what really stop me.

I miss my mom, I wanna be with her. She's unwell and I wanna take care of her like how she took care of me when I'm sick on the bed. I wanna learn to cook congee for her, but I always failed to. I wanna do all the house work for her so that she can rest well and recover fast. I wanna do many things for her cuz she's old. I really miss her very much though we're 2blks away.

Lil' thing can make me feel happy and make me feel that I'm being doted, pampered. Saturday was having stomach cramps. Jie jie knew about it, she went to make a cup of cereal. Is the first time I felt that she's so motherly. She reminds me of mummy.

How I wish I've the courage to turn my tears to blood

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:56

14 October 2007

Friends are all so busy with work. Staying at home for 2days already feel so rotted shit. Thinking how am I going to survive for another 2 off days. Sobbs. Luckily tomorrow jie jie not working. Most probably bringing lil' niece to places that she have been wanting to go. =)

My mom sick for so long already. Kinda worried sick for her. Lately, she've no appetite to eat. Don't know what should I do. She see so many doctors, took all the medicines but none helps her to improve. Looking at her feeling so sick still 've to go work really pains me. Yet there's nothing I can do.

Hesitating whether to get a phone tml.

stomach cramps

I hope I'll luv myself more

23:31

12 October 2007

Monday pay day, so happy. Is another day that I've been waiting for sooooo long. Alright, I need some advice from you peeps reading this entry. My heart was like so itchy to buy N95 w/o contract that most probably cost around 900-1100. Should I buy?

Hmm, I've many things in mind that I wanna buy. Guess I can only start to 've saving from year 2008. Sobs.

Work has been pretty bored. I haven't be at the counter since 9 Oct. =(

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:43

11 October 2007

This morning has been asked to be SA. Thought gonna be damn bored, but who knows I was so busy till I don't even have the time to take my lunch. Only manage to take a break when FPP chased me out of my seat at 3pm. Went back to branch and did account opening. Is the first time I enjoyed account opening. Haa...

So tired. Tomorrow work and have 4 days rest! Hees.

Anyway, how nice if I've 10K. Cuz 1year SD promotion (capital protected) @ 1.5% int (guarantee). Is worth better than normal FD @ only 0.8% eh?

I hope I'll luv myself more

20:23

10 October 2007

Lately, nothing much. Just that Monday I had an off day. Had a damn good sleep till 2pm when I finally forced myself to get up of bed to bring mom to see a doctor.

Tuesday was so moody to work. And I'm real slow. YYC have 188 vouchers but I only have 118. Hell, I bet she must be damn tiring. Haha. I promise I'll work a lil' faster tomorrow and of course accurately.

Today on course, finally the torturing day is over. Yeppies!

Tomorrow and the day after, work. Then I'll 've PH, Sun, Pay day and Tuesday to rest. Except Tuesday evening going for D&D.

Not too sure if I would be able to get a no contract phone by this month. So sad, cuz all the bills come in one shot. Cries.

I hope I'll luv myself more

18:51

07 October 2007

Leaving the com on, and went to mummy house. Kena say by jie jie. So pissed off. Is like so calculative. And I dislike mummy current job, cuz... every Sunday she would come back home late. And I'm so bored waiting for her over there. =(

I think I was too petty that I sms jie jie that I'll give her hub 800bucks for e rental of May-Sep. Oct and Nov will give him next month. Wondering did she go and tell bro in law. Sighs... I tried before, switching the com on for the entire day it only cost 1buck. Pissed off!!!

Feeling sick, think tml morning would be heading down to Simei to take my cert. Then back to JP to see doctor.

I miss my mummy.

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:21

Yawn* Early in the morning kor kor called and wake me up. -.-" Anyway, yesterday accompanied mummy to Kimage for haircut and we waited for 2hours. His customer so fierce, she told Terrace that in future if your customer didn't book an appointment don't do. I was like wtf, mummy and I just sat down quietly waiting for him. We didn't offend you, why did you said such a thing?

Head to JP to meet Hui Juan, didn't expect her to reach earlier than me. Haha. Alright, she mentioned that she was kinda suay. When she came out from house it was raining, so she carried an umbrella out. When she reached JP, the rain stop and her sling bag sling torn. So ended up she bought a new bag from the night market. Haa. After helping her top up her ez-link card, when to POSB to find her. On my way, I met my girlies. Out of the blue, just miss them so much. Though last week we just went to club together.

Alright, took train to Woodlands. When we reached, we were looking for bus to Night Safari. We went to check out with the staff and realised that we should have went to CCK instead. So we took cabby there. Was a short distance. Reached there, and discovered that the entrance fees is double of what she 've told me. Haa... anyway, definitely worth it with the tram ride. =) There were photographers who helped us snap pixz. I bought 2 photos back, cost me 10bucks each. Woo... Lastly, the night show was spectacular! We left the place at 11pm. Luckily we still manage to get all the cheapest transport back home. =)

Happy, enjoyed.

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:50

05 October 2007

Things that I want and must buy or do:

1.Nokia 6500 (Looks cool & I love the design) or

1.1 Nokia 95 (Better features than Nokia 6500)

2.Reformat my computer

3. New pair of working shoes

4.Bed
5.Pillow
6.Bed Sheet
7.Computer table & chair
8.Wardrobe

9.T20 (Dropped 100bucks)

10.PSP

11.Elle White Long Wallet @ Wallet Shop

12. Swatch Watch

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:40

Yesterday was slightly late home, so turn in a lil' late. This morning couldn't wake up, and nearly late but I still manage to make. I swear I'll never want to rush to work like today any more. I wanna get an alarm clock though can wake up without one. I wanna make a habit to wake up at 6.45am. =)

Q was like non-stop. Even when I went out for lunch, the Q is still so long ever since the branch open at 9am. The Q only stops at 4.45pm =( Tiring, exhausted! And the very last transaction I inserted the wrong voucher and hell... is *** K. Hell.

I thought I would be nag by him when he detail count my cash, but he didn't. Kinda relief. Cuz already so tiring le, if he nags I sure feel very down de. But end up she's the one rushing me to balance my vouchers. Hell. Already so so so dead beat, why rush? So what I can balance off fast? He's not going to let us off early either. Not that the first day you know him right? And more over, I don't wanna leave together with you.

Oh ya, friend (Hui Juan) mom's actually picked up a K800I at SK ladies. Is like.. WTH... I lost it and she got the same model with me for free. Hell. And she said "If it's meant to be ur's, is ur's." How true. Haa...

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:09

Early in the morning pay out pretty heavy and pretty huge sum. So scare that I might short/over paid customer. Mid day have a shortage of 100bucks. But I can't be bother so much, cuz I'm famished. I just informed SGC asked her to see if I credited wrong amount to customer account. When I came back from lunch she told me was correct. While waiting for the system to load, I run my 10bucks which I had earlier on bundle in 50pieces seems a bit fat. So I spool the money and I found the 100bucks inside. Hees. Scared myself. And also scared trainee, shu yi. Hees. She didn't hesitate at all to borrow me the 100bucks cuz I need to w/d. But she had it inside her wallet. So good of her. Hees.

Finish work pretty early this evening but as usual he'll never let us off so early. So he delayed our time. But still reach home pretty early. =) Mouth so itchy wanna eat apple pie since last evening. So when to Mc. But when I saw the nuggets just fried up, I ordered. =( How to slim down worx, eat so much. Haa...

Meet up with primary school good friend, Hui Juan. She's so mature in thinking and she taught me lots of things in life. Which some more make me realise that, as long as I've my family members with me, I've friends around me. Nothing else matter. She taught me, before I really get mad over something. Put myself into other ppl's shoe. View from their angle and I'll actually realise why they treated me this way. =) Didn't know that she smoke occasionally and didn't know that she can hold her liquor much more better than me when she don't even been to club before. Haa...

I hope I'll luv myself more

00:29

02 October 2007

Aww... I overslept this morning and so I was nearly late for work. It seems like, I always arrived exactly on the dot every Tuesday =( Oh yah, the driver that I met this morning, totally sucks. He could fall asleep while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. Hell, and it cost me the most expensive trip to work, 10bucks. Because I'm late I can't even wait for him to give me back my change. Hell. I swear I'll never ever tell myself "Just 5 more mins sleep and I'll get up"

Not many people today as compared to yesterday but yet I've got more vouchers. Perhaps... yesterday was Monday blue and guess what? We stayed till 7:30pm in the evening to complete our work and is the first time, I swear. Bad day. Today wise, manage to leave early to meet girl Haha, I nagged @ her for not reaching before me. But actually she's not late in fact, she's 15mins earlier than the time we agreed to meet. Just because I waited for her for 10min+, I just can't help not to nag eh? Sorry!

Alright, had our dinner at this new eatery named Red Ginger @ IMM. The dinner that we had was fabulous! After dinner, of course we went to shop for her blazer @ G2000 which is having 50% off! Yep yep, she don't 've to vex about looking for a blazer for her end year concert any more. (:

Sobbs, I spent 106.30 today. Hmm, how to save? I thought I could start to save from this month. But is only the beginning of the month I already spent S114.50. The budget that I set to spend per day is way to far. Not even 10bucks per day is sufficient. =( I needs a PFC.

I hope I'll luv myself more

23:47